SL CAMP
Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 8:15:00 PM
hey hey... first of all.... must say something first.... those who i vent anger on today... sorry ah.... cos today really very chaotic... everything not under control.... really sorry ah... not in purpose one... dun worry... i will still love u guys alot... but of cos myself more... haha...
okie... some reflections bout today... i think.. honestly... today was a total failure... first of all... i must really say sorry that we didnt plan the wet weather back-up... everything screw up becos we didnt plan well... except for the lunch that is super good... thanks giselle... for the good food... haha... the games... i can only say... entirely screw up...
first.... group leaders did not know the exact rules for the games... perhaps it is our fault that we didnt have a better write up... or maybe becos instructions was not clear... in addition... now i know le... even for simple games like jigsaw puzzle... we must also have station master...
also... in future... never ever trust that everyone will have the integrity to follow the game rules...
and... we must always have a briefing before everything...
anyway... the time plan was a total screw up as well... oh oh... dun expect everyone to be responsible... haiz... the students were also not evenly 'distributed'.
everything was drag back... nothing was on schedule... i really pity the students... imagine wat time are they going to reach home...
i will personally rate today to the lowest grade... anyway... even before that... people were already not cooperative... meetings... dun come... some cannot come then excuse la... but... haiz..
but really hor... logistic did a good job today... they had everything well prepared...actions are fast... and responsible.. i can only say... the fault lies with us... the planners..
but hor... i think i really not a sociable person leh... see ah... be it JC1 orientation or this... i just dun like to socialise... this is really not good... but i dunno how to buddy buddy people so fast leh... i need at least a few months la... how?
oh ya... for my bad temper right... i will try to change... juz like how the 9 pm show.. the guy tried... hopefully i can be a nicer person...
but.. dun worry.. i seldom loss temper to friends... anyway my family knows that i am a happy person once i finish let going my unhappiness... then everything seems never happen before le... haha... i know its unfair to the other person... my mum always ask me to change... but... u know... really used to this type of releasing stress... i mean... my family knows that when i lose my temper for something i dun usually bother... it means i am stress and need to let go... so... they will forgive me... so.. ak.. gis.. anabelle... yy.. sorry ah... but dun worry.. i hardly feel stress... even if i do... i wont do it on friends...
can ti liang me? handling 10 people who goes in their own way.. almost like alone? haha... but he did help a little later.. but honestly... i have some really good people in my group... haha... its nice to have them when they ti liang when everything screw up...
am i a little very lo soh... nvm... read this impt de... one of my group member say that
I AM VERY PHOTOGENIC! haha... so happy...
but today is a very very good experience... at least i learn many things today...
oh... my station helpers are 2 very nice people... although they suan me alot... haha... at least they helped alot... haha... and i definitely have no problem chatting with them... cos they speak chinese.... i must say... this is not discrimination... its my problem... cos i always have problem expressing myself in english...
i notice something bout myself... i am definitely not a ti tie de person... and not observant bout my surroundings... um... how to say leh... u wont expect me to take care of a person... i dunno how... i mean... when i have fever... i take care of myself totally.. the whole family didnt even realise i am on high fever... hitting 39 near 40... so i cannot understand why a person cannot take care of themselves.. if u see ur surounding spinning... just support urself with the walls la... very dfficult meh? i asthma attack oso take care of myself de... if not that serious la... my parents oso dunno... only when my sis told them when she accidentally heard my breathing... what so big deal ah...
my sis always complain bout my wrong concept... got wrong meh? dunno leh... maybe i am really heartless... haha... or maybe becos i always get sick... so i am used to the sufferings le ba... dunno...
too lo soh le...
okie.. bye bye...
maybe will very long then blog again... dont nag me...
Labels: Me Myself and I (My Life)
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