i need to vent my anger
Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 3:04:00 PM
juz had a quarrel with the world's most useless person on earth... oh... i ahte him... can he be anything more than a
pollutant of the society! guess what... he scold me "fucking bitch"!!!! oh... so angry... and whats worse... i cannot sue him becos of those dumb people who dote him blindly...
he brought his new gf home ytd... oh... that pollutant... today... came home see both his gf and him sleeping in the room... then ah ma 'accidentally' woke them up... he got so pissed that he locked the room door... but the problem is...
what rights he has to deny the right of my grandmother from entering the room!!!! no... he do not have any... this house does not belong to him at all... and worse... he has the least contribution to this house.. or i should say... he is kind of a burden to this family.. he seem to know nothing but creates trouble and squander money!!!
oh thats bad enough... but there something worse!!! his gf is from my sec sch... what a disgrace to the school to have such a cheap women in the sch and what an insult to let such an ill-bred gal enter my hse!!! not only didnt she call my grandma... she still talk back... the worst thing of all... my grandma is so uneducated to fight back... and thus... vulnerable to their bully... and of course... who has the right to bully my grandma... i will want them sheng bu ru si!!! does she have parents to teach her?! or her parents are juz as cheap? dont they even teach her moral and courtesy?! gosh... what a disgrace!!! so... of cos... i must do something to help me grandma... so... i threten him to chase his gf out of the hse... now... he became ultimately buay shong!!! who cares... why bother about the emotions of a pollutant?! i got a question though... can i sue his gf for entering private property? i suppose i can right? haha...
oh... later i only said "this society breeds 3types of ppl. firstly, the useful ppl. secondly, the normal ppl. thirdly, the useless ppl." this is exactly what i siad after he diao me. then he become more than ulltimately furious. oh... his expression seems to show he fustration and desire to bash me... haha... at that moment... nothing of a scare or fear word enter my brain.. all i know is... it would be better for him to bash me... then i have all the right to sue him... woah!!! he will be completely out of my life... saving the society as well...
then we had some argument before he exclaimed that this house is not good at all and he doesnt want to come back... i dunno why... but the first thought(which i did shout out).. better still... mummy has less burden, the family is more peaceful, environment will benefit from lesser pollution(since he is always wasting electricity), my life will be happier. and also... if only his gf were to feed him... haha... what a joke... what a puppy love... haha... why must he always make himself look so so so dumb by doing all the dumb actions?! not studying, having one after another puppy love and spending money to be a slave of that gf, giving up his future for current happiness which is soooo shortlived... oh... dun all these seem ultimately dumb?
opps... now i kind of feel sad for him... for being sooo dumb... i mean it... haha... y am i beginning to see him as a joke... thats bad... but i cant help it... actually... to be exact... he is not dumb... but his chioces are dumb... which makes him appear dumb... reasonable? of course...
can i blame it on mum? and dad? they have been very harsh on me... actually... its mum onli... but i j=know why... cos i dun fake... unlike that pollutant... he is a pro when it comes to acting guai!!! me and sis have warned mum many times but she always chose not to believe in what we say. instead.. she think that we have other motives... but onli until he has become rather hopeless then did mum realise all that we have been saying is true... izit her fault for the ni ai.?
it seems to me that the family is treasuring him too much.. is he that impt to the family? are we depending on him for a living? is he our jing shen zi zhu? no way.. it seems liek the family is afraid of losing him.. but these thoughts definitely doesnt apply to me.. my life may be better without him... i will definitely be happier.. he seems to be someone who is delaying mu's retirement... although i dun think she should retire so early... she is definitely someone who cannot have nothing to do... haha... lao lu ming...
i can only say something... i will never give in to him... and towards him... i will be as heartless... and... i will never let myself get bullied by him... he is definitely nothing more than a pollutant in my life!!!
bye bye... i am okay le:)
Labels: Me Myself and I (My Life)
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