i hate my life
Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 12:53:00 AM
omg... told them bout results... their reaction SUCKS when they know i can only try to enter engine school! fu*k them la... shouldnt i be sadder! grandma is nagging la... now i know y people commit suiside when they get terrible results. i honestly feel like dying now can. at least i dun have to face their sucky reactions.
so people die for poor results not becos they are upset themselves but becos of those people around them that is terrible. regreted even discussing with mum. she is giving me more headache! life is really really... meaningless! her reaction is making my day suck even more.
ah ma is saying die oso dun go engine.. and mum is having problems understanding things and situations.
i really really dun wanna face their reactions la... i have no confidence of passing even if i retake can! it is something that does not make perfect even with practice and serious studying. it is a sucky subject that is useless and meaningless! who is that stupid asshole who introduced this subject!
haiz... wo de ren sheng bian de yi ta hu tu le la!
mum is forcing me to make decisions now and forcing me about many other things can! how to handle her!!!
ru guo you qian jiu bu yong zhe yang fan nao le... money is everything!
mum is worried about money. i am having headaches becos of money. ah ma is nagging about money! MONEY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ON EARTH! more impt than life. you qian shi jia ren. mei qian da jia bao zai yi qi si! this is the current society!
so many things to consider, so many things to deal with, so little choices. my perfect life is gone!
life is meaningless.
bye bye
Labels: Me Myself and I (My Life)
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