Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 11:40:00 PM
oh my second entry of the day. some things happened. so i thought of venting somewhere. felt angry though none of my business. haha
some thoughts and questions:
will u feel shameful if ur mother acts shamelessly?
will u treat ur mother the way she treat her mother?
one more thing.
will u like ur marriage to be a way ur mum tries to earn money from?
will u be happy to have a wedding that brings misery to others? perhaps to relatives to be exact?
izit still correct to think that u should treat people the way u want people to treat u?
will u expect anything when u dun give at all?
will there really be karma to her who purely makes use of others kindness?
lastly!
can i curse the hell out of her?
she is a total BITCH!!!
she is... unexpectedly despicable! (is this how to spell? haha)
she is a shame of human kind, a disgrace to the family.
her presence is the cause of people's eye sore.
her presence disrupts people's peaceful life.
her laughter builds on others misery.
the smile on her face is filled with scheming attacks.
her death brings peace. but her ashes is a pollution.
so. i have to remind myself.
YEO HWEE ING!!!
being fillial is not equals to stupidly wu si de fu chu!
Dun let bad people cheat ur money away.
why be so stupid. i rather spent all my money going abroad than to give people which does not equate to charity. a. at least doing charity means being kind. but giving this type of people only goes to show one is born without brain, without analytical skills!
i rather she take all my money and gamble away. at least can help her prevent lao ren chi dai zheng. right?! of cos.
how come such people exist on earth?
what happen to mankind?
everyone knows what she is up to when she announced about the marriage. but why izit that the pray willingly be the food?
one thing to rejoice.
a good thing is that i am anti-social. i dun like strangers so not more to say play with them. we backed off early. cool! haha.
i couldnt find the reason to this type of behaviour and character and personality.
genes manupulation? did something went wrong when they were making her? or did something went wrong to her childhood.
haha. am i suppose to rejoice that i dun have a bad childhood cause i dun have childhood in the first place. okay fine. thanks to schooling that cut off all my playtime with homework. haha. okay la. i copy hw since kindergarden. oh. and classwork. whatever is available to copy. so. i still have play time.
okie. i'm feeling much better. vent finish le. mum say dun spoil our own relationship for 'unrelated' people. (i would put it as useless, good-for-nothing pollutant)which is why i decided to vent everything out here.
its 12.20 now. gotta sleep.
nitez!
Labels: Me Myself and I (My Life)
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