Avoided truth
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 4:34:00 AM
Bad things happening during this cny.
Perhaps the year of tiger is indeed not a good year.
Some things happened.
Not going to say it but won't forget either.
Everyone have their own principles.
Everyone have the people they wanna protect.
When someone broke both of these, it's impossible not to explode.
Every issue have a cause, an event, an end, and finally a lesson
learnt or a decision made.
Just that the lesson or decision differs from people to people.
From this issue,
I know that
- who are true to me,
- who will stand by me,
- who are mediacorp artists
- who are the ones I should avoid
I found back the one who have been protecting me.
I learnt that there are different types of love even in the category
of family love.
- 真心的爱 （无私的爱）
- 责任的爱
- 别有用心，居心不良的爱
- 谈钱伤感情的爱
Perhaps we should identify those that really love u and those that
aren't.
I identified, and realise I may have been treasuring the wrong person.
People who really love u are people who will stand by u in all
circumstances.
Perhaps the one u thought won't be the one.
Perhaps the one closest to u is not the one I'm saying.
But the only way of identification is when things happened.
Perhaps I should wake up and stop dreaming.
Perhaps I should stop hoping.
I think I'm utterly disappointed.
This might be the only way to wake me up.
I understand why people say that we should feel thankful for
everything that happens.
It might be an unfortunate event.
But I learnt something from it.
It might be an unhappy issue
But I finally see who are the people thy truly and unconditionally
loves me.
Maybe I should count myself lucky.
There are people who truly loves me.
At least I know, I'm loved.
I'm glad enough.
Being satisfied is the ultimate key to happiness:)
Thank god!
On the very first year of my twenties,
I learnt love and identification.
Is this a way to force me to be mature? Haha.
I made a decision. Is it 'a'? Haha.
Thanx for siding me,
Thanx for comforting me,
Thanx for protecting me,
Thanx for loving me,
Even though I know u can't read this.
I always believe in
有恩报恩 ，有仇报仇。
I will continue my principles,
I will continue to protect people I wanna protect.
The only thing is that is different is, the people I wanna protect
have changed.
I am very protective,
But that's wat I'm forced to become.
I'm not gentle,
But that's the only way to protect myself and the people I'm
protective of.
I believe that people grow up and characterize themselves to fit and
survive in the environment they are in.
There's always a reason behind all actions, speech, thoughts,
behaviour and event. There's reasons behind everything.
Gonna sleep.
Byeee
Labels: Me Myself and I (My Life)
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