I have been constantly lack of sleep.
Waking up in the middle of the night.
Often due to hunger.
But I did have my dinner the night before. How come?
I becoming more like a light sleeper.
Which is saddening.
Woke up earlier to have breakfast.
Ate alot!
Ytd night woke up feeling hungry.
Lazy me will of cos force myself to sleep rather than getting up to
fill my stomach with something.
Life is miserable without my headphones.
Honestly!
I have blast my music freaking loud,
80% of the bar? To block myself off from sickening engine sounds of
the bus.
When will I see see? Haiz.
Did anyhing special happened today?
I can't recall any.
Except continuous stream of customers the entire day.
Which is good.
At least I won't die of boredom.
Oh ya.
Due to eating such heavy breakfast,
Um... Brunch actually.
I forgot my dinner. End up eating ice-cream.
Working here,
I see many parents telling their kids off for spending $30 on junk food.
Haha.
Everytime they tell their kids off, I always have an urge to say this
to them. Which is wat I told mum that day.
'i really controlled le. So I only $30 plus of tidbits and not at
least $50plus. '
I wanna tell those parents that I am spending $20 plus every week for
years le.
That's not junk food.
They are part of my daily neccessity.
More impt than my rice.
I always feel that these parents that complain so much are so... Stingy?
How long they let their kid replenish the stocks once?
They are not concern over their kids health, but instead emphasize on
the amt that they have to pay.
What good parents indeed.
My grandfather Neva fail to bring me for replenish of stocks everyweek
since young.
Something my mum and dad Neva once did. Although mum did try.
But she wouldn't let my buy sufficient Amt to really last a week.
Sometimes I buy very little.
Becos I got sick of them.
But ah gong will call in the middle of the week, ensuring i really
didn't want more.
Or sometimes he will rmb my fav and buy for me.
But he later realise my fav don't last very long.
Haha.
Ah Ma don't buy so much for me cos she always think I will get diabetes.
But even though I am eating so so so much of sweet like hell things, I
still often feel giddy.
Haha
Perhaps tidbits do make me healthier?
Who knows?!
I get sick less often as I grow older.
I eat more tidbits as I grow older as well.
See the link? Haha
I bought a tray of kinder, which is 10boxes, implying 80sticks in
total along with some other tidbits from giant alone on Monday.
This excludes what is not sold in giant that I will continue to buy.
Mum came home seeing the kinder.
Concern about diabetes and money.
I look at her and said this 'i wanted more. But that's the only
complete tray they have. So I ONLY bout 10boxes. I controlled. I ONLY
spend $30plus this time.' along with a disappointed expression.
She had nothing to say and continued only to ensure I had enough to
spend.
That's wat I mean by my mum ha given up hope on me that I will one day
listen to them or to quit my tidbits habit that they hve strongly
discouraged since I was young.
To think about it.
I don't take chilli, don't like salty, sour, bitter stuffs.
The only taste I like is sweet.
If I abandon this liking,
I will eventually stop eating.
So... Tidbits is my neccessity!
Haha.
Reached home:)
Byeee
Labels: Me Myself and I (My Life)
