Freedom is good!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 @ 4:14:00 PM
had my very first finals in ntu.
maths: sad.
physics: hope can pass. thats all i ask for. i didnt wanna retake. thats really all.
psychology: so many words i haven seen before. and! i mixed up all the theories!
materials science: very prepared. but... spent 1.5hrs on qn 4 but still not solving it!
life science: left early. cos no matter how long i think... there wont be anything coming out. cos theres nothing inside in the first place! haha.
free!
im free!
went ikea with ah gong ytd.
but mei de eat my fav daim cake:( sold out.
i even dreamt of it last night that it has restock after i went off!
today: initially wanted to go shopping. but decided to go tml.
i love my life now! carefree. wu you wu lu!
no need mug! haha
byeee
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Exam: Maths I
Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 5:46:00 PM
gone. oh no. die. no hope. mati. sian.
as usual.. i dunno why eveytime exam i will stone for a while before my brain realise its exam and start working. y?
stone, thinking what i am suppose to do now... crazy.
i feel i do too slow in front le.
finish all the past yr papers but!
complex, vectors, differentiation still dunno. part 1 lectures.
first 2 qn of paper. im doomed!
know what?! i cant even find critical points!
max and min point!!!
something i've been doing since... forget... fan zhen jiu shi many yrs le!
wth la!
whats wrong with me?!
blank out? too nervous?
confirm not lack practice! so many yrs!
q3toq4c okay. integration.
q4d is my xin tong. i know how to do de!!! but too rush too nervous see question stun.
walk out of exam hall then 'ding' i know how to do le. f***!
my integration is better than differentiation. i would like to know y too.
i admit. im not as hardworking before recess as after recess.
cos i flung my midterm den realise... oh no... thats no good. haha.
on the phone with see from jurong east to tamp to pasa malam.
complain, dong's curse and blah blah blah.
sound so 38. haha
so many ppl wish me good luck liao still like that means i initially is very very very extremely ttvum bad luck.
i see my future in sim. wahahahaha.
okay la. jk nia.
been slacking. shall slowly start materials:)
byeeee
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Materials Science CA2
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 5:17:00 PM
say im brillient. i am capable of screwing things up juz like that. wahahaha.
happily doing my material quiz. almost completing...
then all of a sudden, i am out of my quiz pg. i juz exit from my quiz. thats it. i screw up my quiz.
as a problematic child as always. my tutor have to ask prof to let me have a make up for the quiz.
luckily, prof say okay and i went for it juz now.
consequence: less time for phy quiz tml.
scored 76%. considered gd?
improvement from previous one. but effort put in is 10 times more
(though i wasted my weekend doing nothing).
i think i deserve more. cos many ppl score very high. >80.
c-friend failed. but her previous one was gd. to be exact, we score the same in total. i didnt tell her though. i juz happen to rmb their score for previous quiz.
after screwing things up, 我依旧笑得出来。thats me!
ning's prob: too pessimistic
my prob: too optimistic.
perhaps we should share huh. haha.
okie. phy tml.
jia you jia you.
byeeee
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slacking days
Monday, November 22, 2010 @ 10:48:00 AM
fri: workshop
sat: jy-tp to watch harry potter.
sun: slack my day off.
mon, today: early in the morning gonna torture by ah dong. oh no...
tml: materials science quiz
wed: physics quiz.
byeeee
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e-learning week
Friday, November 05, 2010 @ 2:41:00 PM
supposed to be elearning week this week. but only maths got elearning.
self-announced elearning for phy and life science.
materials? i went for the tut. guai. cos tue must go sch for lab anyway. haas.
my covered toes for lab shoe died on tue.
i only have one lab left! wat the!
gonna go back to sch tml.
sian.
for some photoshop lessons.
good to get free lessons. but why must it break my long weekend. wtf.
exams make interesting lessons and subjects boring and irritating.
psy is such a interesting module but exam is making me feel a little disgusted.
education system should reflect.
oh oh... i have a relaxing week.. this week and next week.
haas.
oh ya. i'm praised for my photog skills.
hehe... he said i took some very good shots for the IYG table tennis.
happy. but i have to admit. the camera is very good. haha
byeee
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Physics and the week
Friday, October 29, 2010 @ 1:15:00 PM
physics ca1? total crap. study till vomit blood dun understand. dont study oso dont understand. no diff right. perhaps i'll only understand in my next? next next? lifetime ba. wu yuan. haha
after physics, chiong mse iyg cert design. got it done.
went for investiture
got free nice dinner:)
back hall, wash clothes, use dryer for the first time.
its incredible.
it dry my clothes in 30 min unlike when i hang it dry. cool!
juz that must pay $1.
why not. better than letting my clothes soak in rain water again and again right?!
so find it so cool!!!
i'm totally excited to see all my clothes dry and feel warm as if i juz took it from drying under big hot sun.
qi say i like a kid. excited and happy over such small little thing.
isnt that good? happy life ahead. haha
after all the excitement, chiong project.
ask ak for her report. i realy dont think my group one looks like a report.
lack support. lack this lack that. am i too demanding?
pon sch today. sleep through the morning.
now... woke up and facing this. haha.
coming week is elearning week. wahahaha.
happy.
but i think i used to sch de bed then at home didnt sleep that well. oops.. haha
got a guy from my project grp and maths tut to help me find out whether next week got quiz.
he is the one who say i fierce.
that day i approach him. he say i fierce again. haha. he seriously look more fierce.
haha. maths quiz is totally like assignment only!!! like tut!!! one entire week to do!!!
cool isnt it! haha
hope next week really elearning. materials and physics didnt mention anything.
no psy lessons. maths no lesson.
juz nice lab+ms8001 lecture+submission of pw all fall on tue. haha. i'm not affected.
life sci got go and neva go no diff la.
hope no tut/lecture for phy and materials.
byeeeee
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Materials Science CA1
Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 7:25:00 PM
Crap shit. wt... seriously demoralising.
haha. but they got an wei me. so not so bad.
now i know. in uni. study is throughout the sem. shit it man.
okie. physics tml.
byeee
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Psychology Quiz
Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 11:44:00 AM
crap shit. psychology quiz gone liao. haiz.
like neva study at all lor.
luckily got ah dong beside me...
yup... i know its wrong but grading system forces u to be wrong rather than to make mistakes.
doing wrong things and not caught = not doing wrong things.
dunno ans and be a good girl=stupid girl who fail her exam.
thats reality, haha.
i think my psy quiz no hope liao.
perhaps i have to use my s/u.
haiz... sad... what should i do? haiz...
hope can get at least a C. cos s/u think C then considered pass.
jia you ba yang hui ying.
gonna work extra hard for my material science quiz coming up, tml la.
and lab report gonna seek help.
bye...
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Busy. Horribly busy
Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 6:21:00 PM
This coming week... gonna edit Project draft... + MSE IYG+IYRG Certs.. +
Sunday, 24Oct: MSE club sub-com orientation
Mon, 25 Oct: Psy Quiz
Tue, 26 Oct: Material Science CA1 + Formal Lab Report Due Date
Wed, 27Oct: Physics CA1
Fri, 29 oct: MSE Club Investiture
Following week...
Tue, 2 Nov: Project Due Date
Wed/Thu: may have event, no confirm.
Fri 5Nov: Maths Quiz.
I'm dying... seriously... all cramming together.
busy week ahead!
help.
byeee
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Scared of my life
Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 10:20:00 AM
got a scare of my life to see my door open with stranger outside juz now!
okay...
the hall is noisy, i put ear plugs so that i can sleep.
juz now my door open. a women standing in the corridor said something.
i cant hear here.
before i could get change, 2 bangla entered.
scare me to death man.
shock, stunt, dunno what to do. juz stand around. haha.
soon, they left. (juz here to change light bulb, the women is here to supervise)
despite so... at least let me get change la!
i dont have very good sleeping habits leh.
omg. its no fun like this.
lesson learnt: lock room door when sleeping.
but no use, when my roomie leave se cannot lock the safety thing. and the office people got key. so when she open my door my earplugs will block off the noise. oops.
conclusion: i still a female.
(if i'm a guy then i guess it wont matter)
byeeee.
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Gossip
Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 3:43:00 PM
Went MSE meeting with J-friend, my new uni friend. then went print notes together.
fine, she's accompanying me.
J-friend showed me something. some notes that C-friend sent to her and S-friend.
they are in same project grp. (which is why she cant escape i guess? cos the know as well since its from a guy in their project grp).
J-friend forward to me and reminded me not to mention a single word. of cos i said yes. at least i wont mention to the rest of the clique i guess.
i wasn't really hurt. but kinda not very happy nia.
but i am glad about something.
way before, when i juz know her, i tested something which tells me clearly that i have to beware of C-friend.
(i told sai bout the test, seriously, qi already gave me, i juz wanted to test whether is she a friend indeed or surface friend).
I tested only her because i have some suspicions about her.
After that test, i have full armour before her.
she is not someone i can let my guards down.
Indeed, J-friend prove me right today :)
J-friend concluded that C-friend is the kinda more selfish ppl in uni that we have to be careful.
(we used to talk bout these ppl)
I only gave her a smile and a nod.
i wonder if J-friend actually knows.
her actions today isnt very wise either.
that notes were sent to her some time ago. so it goes to tell me something.
dont put your heart and soul into this friend first.
maybe half? will do.
afterall, 预防胜于治疗.
i dont think they know my blog. so i can say it here.
but its still nice that she showed me. at least it tells me something. she has the will to be friends.
oh. S-friend.
in my clique. but haven test. so far juz friend. got time. its okay.
am i being too protective? haha. its better than being backstab i guess.
to be honest, i was about to let down my guards on J-friend. but i guess god is looking after me, this blur queen.
before i had the chance to throw my armour into recycle bin, god make sure i dont find the bin and sent a secret arrow towards me and make sure i have a chance to safe guard myself before i'm hurt i guess.
he knows i'm stupid and blur so he gave me the ability to guess what kinda ppl my friends are from small little details and then i can test my hypothesis.
i think i am given this ability when i was in p5/p6.
if not i guess i would be a ah lian now from my p4 history. haha.
i think i'm blessed.
when i'm upset that i couldnt get into business- i realise i'm not cut out to be in business.
when i'm unhappy i didnt get into my first choice- i realise that the course is not what i've imagine it to be. far from it.
at least in mse now, i like my material science module and maths. phy, ours is a easier version-lucky me. the ones i hate is life science-under sbs and management with humour-business.
oh. i also blessed with a group of nice easy-going guys.
i feel blessed.
J-friend lent me her life science tb and maths tb. actually phy but i recall qi gave me le. haha.
i honestly think J-friend is really like see.
someone who will take care of me. if not this blur queen wouldnt have know many things.
which is why i so readily let down my guards until juz now. oops
i told dong that she have to learn to observe ppl from little little details and fish out bits and pieces of their character. in this way, she wont be hurt or experience some unfortunate things like what she complaint.
perhaps i'm too protective but its better safe than sorry. right?
oh ya. i see another thing.
My character will clash with S and C-friend.
haha.
i guess i'll have to continue to be like this in uni in order to safeguard myself.
thats the uni that i was warned and prepared for.
its so different.
like when i'm with dong, i'll make sure she wont miss any notes qi shared or anything.
but until now, i didnt quite mentioned whatever qi/ak gave me with my new friends.
i told J-friend only some of it. not all as well. (none to the others)
that's the difference btw real friends and new friends i guess.
i let down my guards for see soon after we know each other.
but i doubt uni is like this.
like sai said. we didnt grow up in such unfortunate env so we're not exactly prepared for it.
but we have to learn right? so... lets live painfully with armour before everyone...
byeee
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Today and this week
Monday, October 04, 2010 @ 8:22:00 PM
Izit so long since i last blog? not long ba? haha.
depends on who im comparing to ba. hee
my life.
did i mention i got friends liao?
okay. i got new friends in uni le.
qi is surprise i can get a all girls clique.
haha. my clique is all girls anyway.
perhaps i'm not that unblessed. god(or whatever u there) knows i need friends to tell me whats happening in school.
announcement:
my friend said her first impression of me is...
I'M A GENTLE GIRL!!!
wow! I'm so damn happy and excited when she said that. though she say it was utterly wrong. but i'm still so happy. haas. first time sia. haha.
my project group got one guy say i look fierce. quite happy. although i think he look more fierce, but never say.
skip lectures today. i wonder why am i in school today.
my blog post on my ah mac entry is useful. haha
byeee
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Today and this week
Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 8:18:00 PM
okay...
neva touch books today. of cos... nor papers.
slacking off my day thinking 'i wanna shop' but my butt is stuck to the floor of my home sweet home.
read others blog.
realize they wanted bbq for the steamboat ytd.
honestly, i wont opt for bbq.
so no regrets for me.
i better dont go home this coming week.
home is not an idle place for studying esp when ppl are playing mahjong!!!
but next fri must go home.
not free next sat.
yeye 100 days.
so dunno must do what.
dunno sun free anot.
granny operation successful.
gonna really be careful in future.
i know i need to reach at 9am, not sure until what time.
actually may be free for dinner.
nvm...
okie...
byeeee
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Today and this week
Thursday, September 16, 2010 @ 11:29:00 AM
Mon: move into hostel. chat with my ah tiong roomie.
she said its okay for them to stay.
tue: dead. didnt sleep well on mon night. no aircon, bed too hard, pillow too soft, blanket not soft soft.... = sleepless night.
went sch super early only to realise later that theres no tut! stupid me.
draw radio for lab. one thing i really learn from the lesson: i am not talented in drawing.
haha.
ate with qi in the morning and ak at night. haha.
wed: took air con card from ak thinking that i culd finally have a good night rest. but!!! she turn off my air con cos she say she very very cold. but i a little cold oso dont have la. at most is not hot only lor!!!
didnt sleep very well either. but at least better than mon night.
okay la. at least she did lend me her pillow to stack up the pillows. so i did fall asleep unlike mon night.
headache entire day. give up. went home.
thu: good night sleep though theres a break in the middle of the night without any reasons.
didnt wanna wake up for lesson this morning. but... fine!
having lecture for bs1004 now.
bored!!! i really cant keep my eyes open. so this is my way of keeping my eyes open.
wahahaha. no diff from not coming somemore still late half an hour.
mr lecturer is really reading from the slide only. monotone somemore.
die anot?! confirm die de la!
i brought my angry pooh to hostel. haha. showed sai my pooh.
stupid me forget bring my psychology book.!
okie. thats all.
byeee
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Hostel
Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 3:50:00 PM
It's like dropping from heaven to hell.
十八层地狱 in fact.
Totally expecting a Singaporean Chinese.
But turn out! Chi-na! Ah tiongs!!!
I was smiling from packing to hall. All the way joyful until I open the door and saw her face.
Knew it from first sight.
My smiles are gone. Hopelessly upset, disappointed!
When she spoke, I hope I was deaf.
Day in day out, in school or not, u'll feel u are in china when u'r actually in Singapore.
It sucks to feel this way.
I am able to vote soon.
I'll vote wisely! I promised!!!
Singaporeans are not allowed to stay unless u earn it and they are?!
So this is first class citizens treatment.
Then I rather not be one!
How sway can I be?!
Aren't my life sway enough?!
Haiz.
I'm totally unhappy now!
Hweeing
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Today and this week
Thursday, September 09, 2010 @ 8:53:00 AM
Went lecture ytd. Journey home was torturous. Two hours!
Bought ah mac's clothes for $25. But it's edges hurt ah Mac so I did some touch up. Then it fits nicely.
Won something home, some spa thing that kind of worth some money.
Got a bag of free gifts.
Since I'm waiting for Qi, nothing to do jiu shop and play games lor. Haha.
But its really 自作孽. Carry those heavy things is really hell.
I'm having muscle ache for both arms now! Damn it!
Camp myself in stars ytd. Without any purpose initially.
Who knows, I found a slot in hp101.
Rearrange my timetable and added it.
Then I'll have a same elective as sai and since i have more interest in this module.
But unfortunately, I found my lab session wrong at 12.30am.
So I have to quickly change it.
Slept at 2 last night.
Idiotic bro purposely don't wanna bring his keys and when he realize his cannot enter the hse as everyone is asleep, (I'm hiding in my room dealing with my timetable) woke sis up (by right and me but I happen to be awake) juz to open the door for him.
How barbaric and selfish is he!
He is on holidays but not us!
Really pissed.
On the way to sch. In the mrt.
I feel like vomiting from motion sickness. Omg! Mental torture!
Today got lab. Hopefully it goes on smoothly.
Byeee
Hweeing
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Today and this week
Tuesday, September 07, 2010 @ 2:51:00 PM
Not going sch again today.
Haha. Lazy.
Byeees!
Hweeing
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Mon!!!
Monday, September 06, 2010 @ 2:20:00 PM
Pon school. Now shopping at orchard.
Long struggle before I made this decision. Haha.
Hweeing
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